I'm now 20 days from the wedding and I'm excited but over it. Did anyone else feel like that? There is still somethings to finish up and details to go over but I'm not motivated to do them. Yesterday we lost a groomsman. Yea, 3 weeks before the wedding he bails. It works out for us though because Frankie had someone else he would have rather had as a groomsman anyway, so we are back to four.
I'm also glad I didn't do the programs early like I had wanted to. I have no clue about ceremony music, and since our bridal party just changed, it would have been a disaster. Maybe we just wont have programs. I'm not sure I want them now anyways.
All of the projects that I started so enthusiastic about and never started are going to stay in wedding dreamland. After buying the house and planning this wedding for a year and a half, I'm ready for it to be the day already. I'm not growing any more excited as the day gets closer, I've been excited for 15 months.
As it gets closer, people are asking me if I'm nervous. Who has time to be nervous when they know if they want to marry someone? If the person makes you happy, you're a team, and they understand you and support you there should be no reason to be nervous. Maybe I'm just naive and young, but I'm just not nervous. Is that such a bad thing?